Everyday feels like Monday

I’m not used to feeling like this, I’ve heard people talk about the Monday blues and how Mondays suck. So if Mondays suck, then everyday is like a Monday to me. Everytime I hear my alarm clock goes off at 4h30 in the Morning I know that I have to wake up and face another crabby day. I proceed to switch on the geyser and go back to bed for another 30 minutes or so. When the clock strikes 5am I reluctantly get out of bed to take a bath, have cereal and wait for my lift to come pick me up and take me to the torture chambers. I arrive at the plantation at about 6h52 have a strong cup of coffee and at about 7am my shift starts. I then spend the whole day staring at the clock hoping that it’ll be 16h30 soon so I can get the hell outta there. How on earth did I end up there in the first place? I was promised to get training, they lied telling me that theirs was the best training programme in the FMCG industry but all i do the whole day is work as an artisan!!
How long will I keep this up? How much more Mondays can I tolerate? What’s it going to take for me to just quit the job and find something better? I’ve been wanting to leave the plant(ation) for about a month now and I haven’t been seriously looking for another company, I’ve sent my CV to only two companies!! How do I expect to find new masters to serve if I’m busy blogging instead of looking for post? I really suck sometimes, I’m going to make sure i send my resume to as many companies as i can or else I’ll have to suck up and spend more days wishing I was somewhere else.
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