Can’t find training positions

Here I am, looking over my shoulder trying to see if the library security guys are coming in the post-graduate computer lab. I snuck in there again, and I heard that yesterday they caught one guy using the computers at the library and they took his student card. Is this really worth it? should I keep risking screwing up my clean record to blog? I don’t know but I had to come here, I don’t even know why I’m here. I have absolutely nothing to talk about. I’m trying to download another album whilst listening to the latest album of my favourite white boy rapper. I still haven’t gotten a reply from these bloody Engineering companies and It’s starting to scare me. I can’t graduate without the 12 months obligatory training, most of my friends have secured training positions and it looks like I am going to be the only one who didn’t get it. I really don’t know why my application haven’t been successful, My academic records are good, I don’t have a crimminal record and I’m a worker. Okay I know that I haven’t worked a day in my life and I didn’t take part in any extra-mural activities here at campus, but none of my friends did but they still managed to secure training position. Could it be that my refences are talking dirt about me, I hope not.
I knew that once I started downloading I won’t stop I’ve been downloading music non-stop for the past four days, I know it’s wrong but I told myself that once I got a job I’ll pay back all the money I owe to these artist. I’m trying to download as much as I can before the IT guys at campus catch on and start blocking the site like they did and lola. I still don’t understand why they choose to block my favourite sites it doesn’t make sense they haven’t blocked that white supremacist site that everybody at campus keep talking about. Anyway I hope that I get the training position soon, ’cause I don’t want to be at this boring campus again next seemester.